so the doc was fantastic, super kind and very gentle. I was a mess tho couldn't really string 4 words together and shook like a nervous puppy. I went out like a light and woke up dopey. Results , the prep was really good, colon was nice and clean , no poyps, no diverticulitis everything looked A-Ok. So this means all the abdominal pain is endo/adhesion related and that will probably require surgery. That I can handle.
Now I am tired and really dopey but in a good way. Some lingering cramps and a bit of gas, but some rolls and tea made the hunger go away.
So if I ever have to go through all that again I won't be so worried. I hope I don't have to do it again though for a REALLY REALLY long time.