Fear is the mind killer...

"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."

-Frank Herbert - Dune


My life has become a battle ground.

I find myself in the grip of fear nameless, faceless and all encompassing. The thing is, I don't know what the heck it is I am actually afraid of. It's fear.

Scary monsters...

I am going through a transformation, a phase, a rite of passage. I must admit it is a bit frustrating! In the mean time friends, family, strangers... bear with me. You know me, I like to talk my problems through jabber jabber jabber...

she's a creature of extraordinary grace...

I tell you, I knew that this was coming and here we are in the middle of it. What comes next will be way cool but for now the middle of things sort of sucks!- just like my typing!

be thou a blythe spirit...
of bright and cheerful countenance.


I think this is what they call a mid life crisis!


yeah baby yeah!

until then be excellent to each other.